Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
Passion
I used to have a lot of passion in things I do, especially when organizing events. There used to be lots of fire, excitements and desire to make it a success no matter what it take-my time, my sleeps, anything i could to to make it successful. But now, i no longer find the excitements in my life. Basically, life is as good as dead. Or rather, I don't bother being dead. Cos, at least i can run away from things that I hate to do, being pushed around like a puppet and yet, i could do nothing...NOTHING AT ALL. Living like this makes me withdraw from everything, and changed me into someone else, someone I hate. A coward that's too weak to stand up for myself, a pathetic loser that keeps blaming everyone around me for everything that happens to me. Why can't I just be myself? Whhy does people around me wanted me to be someone they expected?
Do I live for them? Or I should just die off when they are no longer around?
Posted by Lilian at 11:44 PM 1 comments
Sunday, September 27, 2009
海豚爱上热咖啡
Went to KLCC today with Heather, and finally, i manage to find a whole series of books from one of my favourite author, En Zuo( 恩佐). Its really kinda hard to locate his books as he is not as popular as Jimmy(Jimmy has a whole rack to himself). I had previously bought one of 恩佐's book and fall for his work. A simple books with simple sentences and lots of meaningful illustrations, 幸福练习簿。
And guess wat, I bought his first work today, 海豚爱上热咖啡。 Its really not as colourful as the one above, but still as meaningful. Actually i bought cos it was cheaper than the rest of his collection and considering that I had just started working and recently planning to move, it not wise to spend so much on collection. But the problem is on, I JUST CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM COLLECTING!!!!! And thus, another book from En Zuo. The English title would be 'Discovering Love'.
But one of my dream would be having the full set of his book. So, my next target would be.....
最远的你,最近的我。
Hopefully i can have his whole collection of books...Although a kind of indulgence for me, I believe that its not really a bad indulgence.
Posted by Lilian at 7:06 AM 0 comments
Dior Addict Shine

It has been a habit for me to spend months searching for new perfume that i couls fall in love at first smell. And today I found it- The Dior Addict Shine. I has always wanted to get Dior Addict when i laid my eyes on it 2 years ago, but still, I was hold back for its price. A 100ml perfume for RM300??? Seems like a little overpriced. Wonder when i could have it.... Haiz...Really hope for a present like this, although its really too much to ask for.
Posted by Lilian at 6:50 AM 0 comments
Saturday, August 22, 2009
愛情是一場遊戲
你要遵守規定
這個遊戲才能成立
愛情是一場遊戲
我們固然在乎結果輸贏
但過程真的很重要
愛情是一場遊戲
你之所以參與
到頭來不都是為了開心
所以憤怒與悲傷
千萬不要變成主題
愛情是一場遊戲
如果輸了
就當是中場休息
因為明天一早
你會發現
Posted by Lilian at 10:59 AM 0 comments





